Each breath feels like a sharp arrow striking the heart in longing. Each arrow carries rays of love, peeling away layers of ignorance and intensifying the awakening remembrance of the Beloved.
Thoughts
Outside of my professional work, I pursue a range of personal interests. I enjoy contributing to the Google forums, experimenting with Linux systems, and exploring theological ideas.
I'm especially drawn to interdisciplinary topics such as Philosophy, Human Psychology, Astronomy, Cosmology, Quantum Communication, and Theology.
Below are posts scraped from my social media through app reverse engineering. These reflect my thoughts at different points in time.

A quite simple man in search of Truth
Tasawwuf
Explore my journey of self-discovery and spiritual inquiry through my GitHub repository, Tasawwuf, which explores the essence of Sufism and the pursuit of self-purification in drawing closer to God. This space reflects my ongoing search for the Truth, where each step is taken toward greater inner clarity and spiritual connection.
My recommendations to get started
It seems belittling others* (in any way, including rhetoric and fun) gives more “satisfaction” than one’s own* achievement. Strange!!
Layers of ignorance, surrounded by desires and chaos
“Truth” hurts, it really does - more than anything, even more to accept it
Fear: an inability that destroys the ‘ability’, to some extent, dreams. From a materialistic POV.
Appearances can be deceiving, as can actions, but not sincerity or (good) intentions - both are inconceivable to the eyes (heart) that lack vision but ego. So whom am I deceiving with appearances and actions? And to whom am I being sincere? Isn't it obvious? Yet “I” remains in ignorance.
“Alhamdulillah”—for the realization that led to saying it, for reaching that conclusion, and for the ability to express it.
All of it boils down to "desires", doesn't it? Hope not : )
Thoughts, imagination, happiness 💫 battle again?
“Sanson Ki Mala Pe Simroon Main Pee Ka Naam” * Sanson Ki Mala: breath, the Tasbih (for the sincere one) * Simroon: state of love * Pee Ka Naam: who? “beloved”; who am I then? “lover”; as there cannot be duality, who’s lover? “lower self(shirk)” or “the One(who is absolute)”?; what’s the purpose/destination? to be “beloved”. enough words to shatter the heart that is awake!